Showing posts with label My Story. Show all posts
Showing posts with label My Story. Show all posts

Friday, March 8, 2013

The New Journey Begin

After working for 3years and 6months for my previous employer, finally, I have make a move and pursuit my career in  another brand new field.

On 3rd March, I have fly all along the way from Miri to Kemaman, Terengganu to attend a 1 Month Training under the HQ.

Well, training could be fun..I mean If I'm still with my previous company. Because 1 thing for sure, the venue & accommodation will never disappointed me. Just Imagine, staying at 5Stars hotel, conference at 5 Stars hotel, wake up in the morning and enjoying the 5stars international breakfast...And after training  meeting or conferencing or whatever-Ing, soak myself in a bathtub (Well, sometimes no bath tub available), changing clothes and go out for shopping around the hotel.

B U T, If you were assigned to be undergo the training or course or project at here, then please forget about all the 3, 4, or 5 Stars hotel. Most of the people who were here for short term will be arranged to either stay at their company hostel or Homestay. Well, my admin staff was told that I have been given a " Semi D" and i will be staying alone there..Semi D, sound good for me..But when I'm almost fainted to see the so called Semi D..Holy Shit!!! I was a very old kampung house with no fencing at all and hmm...it's looks a little bit dirty for me..(Doesn't mean to be fussy, when I'm staying away from home, I'm very particulars for the washroom condition of the place where I will stay. I don't mind if I'm just here just for 1 or 2 days..but come on, I'm here for 30days or 1 Month!! But I should be thanks to God, at least I got an air con in my room and I'm not been arranged to stay at the oil storage store as claimed by a blogger than has came here for Industrial training before.


This isn't bad enough during the first day I'm here. I've reached Kemaman around 9pm. As I haven't took my dinner, they offered to bring me to the nearby kopitiam. I'm appreciated for their courtesy,but since tomorrow is PH and they are rushing back to home, so I told them, It's find..I can just dapao and eat at hostel later. So, ordered food, pay for it and checked, no plastic spoon provided. Wtf!!! How to eat Mee Goreng Basah with hand? My gosh..so went to the 7-Eleven next door, asked if they did sell any spoon, and sadly, the Cashier said NO..wtf...But to not make my colleagues feel guilty, I tell them It's ok. I will try to use hand to eat but actually I'm starving that night =( Luckily I still have a pcs of Cake that took from the flight just now.

Form the 1st morning I woke up, I cant stop to count down for the days to get back to my home. Keeps blaming why I was placed at here, Why did I make myself suffering by choosing this job? Keeps testing the sweetheart, telling him I can't wait to go back and I don;t think I'll be survived at here. I was cultural shocked!

But minutes after that, I became more calm and I told myself. I should be grateful. We need to have a little bit sacrifices in order to achieve something bigger. This is a test for me, to growth stronger. Perhaps, things is not that bad actually. Most of the time I will be spending at office and working, so perhaps should not care too much about the room condition. After all, God is loves me. He knew I cant survive without aircon and here I go, a Kampung style master room  with Aircon at least..haha. And I have a lot of friendly new colleagues at here =). For my conveniences, the boss even give me a car to ride around. So see, things isn't that worse right?

Anyway, counting down..25days to Go!


"You get rich because you do things most people will not do. Success requires sacrifice. You must be willing to make those sacrifices."-Robert Kiyosaki





Monday, December 17, 2012

一个人的旅行

也许会很不错...
就这样,

打了一个人的来回机票...














一个人出发...


一个人到达了目的地...


















一个人寻找最美丽的圣诞树...








一个人寻找最酷的雪人..



一个人欣赏圣诞布置







一个人的早餐...


















一个人的下午茶...
  
















一个人的晚餐...




 一个人等巴士


一个人的路上

一个人听音乐...

 一个人休闲...












一个人看日落
















就这样,一个人的完成了这一个"个人之旅"

这旅途,每一步都走得很辛苦
说好不哭, 眼泪却止不住

黎明的到来, 也意味着这个旅途已来到终点...


















该回到现实生活, 对自己的前途做个决定

擦干泪水, 重新出发,告诉自己,

我一定会...


















更坚强, 

更幸福,

更成功.

一定会.



Monday, May 21, 2012

因为我-Love Life❤

如果有一天, 医生告诉你说, 你只剩下______时间。 你, 会以怎么样的态度去面对那_____的时间呢?

这世界上的每一分钟里,
有许多很热爱生命的人,却因为抗癌失败而被迫离开了这个世界。
有许多很热爱生命的人,渴望自己能再多呼吸一秒鐘,堅強活下去, 去完成自己一一许下的心愿...
去实现自己梦寐以求的愿望....
去好好的站起来, 重新认识这个世界...
翩一支舞自己专属的生活舞步...
也为了爱他们的每一个人, 一直努力的活下去


相反的,在世界的另一个角落,却有一些人经常因为一些琐碎的事情而寻找短路。

与其放弃生命,不如把"它"让给有需要的人交换吧...


如果生命可以交换的话,你,愿意跟他们换吗?
如果有一天, 医生告诉你说, 你只剩下______时间。 
你是否也和他们一样, 会勇敢的走下去...
不求太多,只希望多呼吸一秒钟...
每一天都很盼望可以见到重传外射精来的阳光,
好好的珍惜和身边每一个爱你们的人相处的时间,

表弟, 你在天堂一定过得很不错吧!放心,你已离开了一切一切的痛苦,不要再为我们难过了, 我们也不会再为你掉眼泪了。 因为,我们知道,将来有一天, 我们还会再天父的家里相逢。

珍惜生命,好好的过着每一天.

我珍惜我的生命, 因为我-Love Life❤




Thursday, January 19, 2012

Believe it or NOT?


Do you believe the existing of ghost? Well, I never have this kind of "SPECIAL" experience before ,and never requested to have once too anyway. But I often heard from the people around me. I have heard it from my sis, who has experienced it twice and whenever she saw it, there is a bad luck happened on she. I have heard it from my colleagues, saying that there is "a lot" at our plants and also at worker's hostel. We even making fun with our Superior by telling him a lot of ghost stories that happened at our office, show room and in the toilet which make him not dare to go to the toilet alone anymore! haha.. Don't you feel it is ridiculous that a tough guy which is also a body builder is damn so afraid of this thingy?! wtf =) Well, I also heard it from many of my others friend during my Uni time. It is not to say that I didn't believe the existing of it, it's just that I'm quite curious, how do they know that's a ghost? Isn't that all of "them"are just looks similar with a scary face, wearing neither white or red clothes, have a very long long hair, no leg and just floating on the air? No? Oh well, until that night....

It is the night, while we are on the way home after sending 2 of my friends went home from the club after the Annual Dinner. After sending them home, we decided to take a shortcut to go back to the main road by passing Chinese cemetery. Well, It was always a NO-NO for me to passby that kind of places especially during night time but thanks God. Nothing happened and we have arrived at the main road safely.

The clock was 30mins pass 1 in the morning. Both of us were very sleepy but I try to making stupid jokes with my friend who drove the car to avoid him fall asleep. The road was quite bright and there is no more other cars expect us. While we talking to each other, suddenly, I saw 2 guys squatting by the road side. One is wearing black shirt and another 1 is wearing black shirt. They looks quite thin and young. 

Without thinking too much about those "Can & Cannot Do" at night, 

I asked my friend, "Hey, Looks! What's that 2 guys doing by the roadside in the middle of the night ar? Don't scared meh?".
Then my friend ans, " Where got?

and I keeps on saying yes,yes, yes! But my friend keeps on saying No, No, No!

" No la! I did't saw anyone lah!", my friend said but I'm pretty sure that I'm not hallucinated!

Trying to prove that I'm right, I looked through the side mirror and found that there's really NO one at there!!Damn! How could that be?! 

Then, I told my friend, " Wei...Really no one la...hmmmm" and my friend looked at me for a while and said
" Hmm...don't talk liao! Don't talk liao!" as both of us know what's happened right there. 

We keep quiet and never dare to look back anymore. 

That night, all of us have arrived home safely. But I can't stop on thinking about that 2 guys. As I remember, one of the guy have looked at us for a while. But another 1 didn't turn his face. Well, I think I should be glad that he didn't yea...Otherwise....EEe....haha. But what a coincidence, both me and the driver were sick after that day, with the same sickness some more... wtf...(Chinese believe, If you met those "dirty thing", you will get sick after that.)

Hmmm...Believe it or not? It's depand on you. But I swear, It's not my imagination

Friday, January 13, 2012

It's a Busy Bee Day!

OMG!!! Everything was in a rush today!

Morning-As usual la...Working lo..what else.~ But today got another 2 colleagues coming from west Malaysia to join us for the Company Annual Dinner tonight. So, my job were damn Simple & Easy today..I just need to bring them over to go makan-makan, Huu Haaa Huuu Haa and factory tour and then, wait for12pm SHARP, balik rumah.

Noon- Have an appointment with someone on 3pm later. Before that, have to do some online research first. After the appointment, will rush to the Salon for Hair Dressing..Jeng Jeng~~All girls were talking about this annual dinner since the  past few weeks ago. So I can't wait and see, which gorgeous lady is gonna crowned as a Queen tonight tonight! Stay Tunned for update!haha. and I hope the Hair DO will be done by 4pm so I will have time to make up before My colleague come and fetch me up at 5pm...

Well, that's all for now.. Will update those "Happy Fancy Funky Happening moments of the night" soon! See ya!

Sunday, January 1, 2012

It's 2012 WOaoOHa!

Yaya..I know im kinda "lagging" to post for New Year To DO List or Happy 2012's  topic or some sort of it and whatever la...Well, what to do..I'm busy wat..(Pretending as I have a very big business on hand).

Wokkie~ Let me recap what I have done in the past few years. Personally, I feel a little bit disappointed of myself as I'm don't really satisfied of what I have achieved in last year. I screwed most of the wishes that I thought I could achieved within a year (Especially in my career*Sob and hide in the corner for a while...) Perhaps I have expecting too much from myself maybe. But what to do, I'm 25years old already (Okiieee, corrected it. I'm turning to 26years old in this year ><") but yet, I can't even foreseen where is my future?  Where I'm gonna be in the next 5years? Is this is the right path that I wanna do for at least another 30 more years? Is this is the life that I wanted to Live and make me no regret when I grew old next time? Nah...I have no idea at all =(.

But look from the other side, perhaps, 2011 isn't that grey anyway. At least through my current job, It's make my Travel & Living dreams come true =). Quite proud of myself as within a year, I can afford to travel to  a lot of places by my own effort, such as the heaven for honeycoon couple- Bali (went there to have my honeymoon with 2 of my collegue...wtf.haha) , The Best Diving Spot in the world- Sipadan & The lovely country that touch our heart ( Nah..I didn't simply said punya ar..It's the the tagline from their board of tourism whatTaiwan with My Dear. Thanks to my current company to make me able to fly here and there more often. Where to find a company that offer you a job while you can get paid to travel for work, eat a lot of delicious foods which always failed my diet plan and at the same time to enjoy own leisure moment? Err..I mean except if you are working in the airline industry la of course.Well,  no free lunch in this world. The time I am required to fly is the time when I have to got screwed by my customer due to the stupid customer complaints, or maybe new inquiries by those very demanding clients. Second thing that have to be proud is in the earliest of my 20th, I can afford to have my first ride- Toyota Vios. Thirdly, I began to be more grateful and appreciated everyone in my family. As you all know, I have lost my dearest cousin in 2011 who was suffering from Leukemia for the past few years. This make me learn that we can't predict what is going to happen in the next day. Therefore, do appreciated everyone in your live, especially the valuable family members and the love one. Live like you're going to die tomorrow, Learn Like you're going to live forever-Mahatma Gandhi


Ahha! After Reflected of what I have done in the previous years, now It's the time to list down of what I WANT to achieve in this year! For your information, my tagline for this year is....." I don't want to be nobody anymore, But I want to be Somebody!"

Well, I wish I could be like


 Mark Elliot Zuckerberg-The co founder of Facebook when he was 20years old and  named by the Time magazine as the Person of the Year in 2010. 

or Maybe like Timothy Tiah

The co founder of the most famous blog advertising company in Asia Pacific when he was 24th (If im not mistaken la...)

..to sharpen my Business & Administration skill & utilized my 3 years of completing my BA (Hons) Marketing in my very own path =)

Or make my childhood dream come true and making Flying Above the Sky as my full time career. Dear God, Please granted my wish. I didn't expect much, 2 years bounding will be more than enough to me, I swear =)

Of Course, I hope my relationship with all the one I Loved most in my live will become more better than the previous years. Dad & Mum, I know sometimes I'm bad and not a good daughter. But believe me, I love your guys very much!

Oh..Last but not least, I wish I wont screwed my diet plan any more in this year. I want to look more prettier and sexier than last year!!XD (Trust me, I can do that!hahahahahaha)

Wokieeee guys, I think that's all that I could think of for the time being. Will update my wish list if I got some in my mind later..Happy Bless full, Successful, Fruitful and Blissful 2012 years! Wish for world peace and 2012-End of the world won't come true! =)

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

I'M BERSIH, Do You?

709 (9th July 2011) is gonna marked as a memorable date for all the Malaysian.

BERSIH has to be something new for a person that are not so fanatic about the political issue like me. However, this time, the BERSIH 2.0 was really touch me to the heart.

Before I start my post in any further, here is a little bit about BERSIH to share with you all.

BERSIH was formed in 2005 and officially launched on 23 November 2006 in the Malaysian Parliament building lobby by the Joint Action Committee for Electoral Reform. The main objective for BERSIH is to push for a thorough reform of the electoral process in Malaysia towards a clean and fair election. The first demonstration for BERSIH was help on November, 2007, where thousands of Malaysian are reported to participated in the activity to show their support towards BERSIH's objective.

In 2011, BERSIH is back and re-launched as BERSIH 2.0 by Dato’ Ambiga Sreenevasan as the Chairperson for this event. This time, they aim is to:

1. Clean the electoral roll
2. Reform postal ballot
3. Use of indelible ink
4. Minimum 21 days campaign period
5. Free and fair access to media
6. Strengthen public institutions
7. Stop corruption
8. Stop dirty politics

*Data source from http://bersih.org/

Report show that 50,000 peoples have joined the rally. Around 1,650 peoples were reported to be arrested by the police before the rally was broken up. More than 150 activists in recent weeks were questioned by  police, and 91 have been barred from the city.

BERSIH 2.0 has given me a lot of thought, regardless is about society,the nation, or self reflection.  I can't understand and found no reason why they have to banned BERSIH 2.O and described it as an illegal rally organized by the outlawed group that use to manipulate the people to gain their support by the opposition leaders. Besides, Bersih wasn’t organized by a political party, it doesn't sides either to the opposition party nor the government in power party.

Attack!
Earlier, the Prime Minister has agreed to reopened the door for discussion with the organisers to discuss the possibility of holding the rally in a stadium with a condition it is done in a peace manner as our beloved PM said he doesn't want to see any injury caused to the public and he want to protect the general public from anything untoward happening to them. But thing seems has goes in the other way. The government has instructed the police to arrest numerous of innocent people who are wearing yellow shirt...


and attacked those who joined the rally with tear gas and the water canon.


The brutality of those police who are suppose to maintain the law, follow the order, and preventing criminal in the country are even clearly shown when they has "acted professionally" by arrested the public, lifted them and push them on the road!

Followed by the died of the 59-year-old Encik Baharuddin bin Ahmad, husband of Puan Rosni Malan (head of the women’s section of Setiawangsa PKR),after tear gas was fired into the crowd at KLCC...

and the injuries of Anwar Ibrahim caused by a tear gas canister fired directly at him and his bodyguard.


So, is this the so called "peace manner" that has carried out by our PM?

I've presumed those intelligent people should have a better understanding on the contain quoted under Article 10(1)(b) of the Federal Constitution, as well as Article 20(1) of the Universal Declaration of Human which saying “it is the right of members of the public to assemble and to express their views in a peaceful manner" rather than me, but seems like I'm wrong. Yes, we are living in a democratic country but yet, we are not allowed to be democracy. Isn't it sound so funny?

The Crowd
Throughout the rally, the people had been orderly and peaceful. They  started the rally peacefully, marched peacefully, and leave peacefully. There was no chaos and no disruption of public peace.  And  a special thanks to the government for spices up the rally and make it successfully drawn a lot of attention from people around the world.
Portland
Australia
France

 Canada

 Singapore
UK
Switzerland
Japan
 It's even "increased" the confidence level of the foreign investor to keep investing in our country, attracting more visitor to come and visiting our country, polluted the air and created a new record in Malaysia traffic jammed history.=)

Anyway, the campaign is over. But the spirit should keeps going on. The irrational, unreasonable, and illogically action taken by the panicked government during this campaign will caused them to lose a lot of support during the up coming election. Instead, they will gain more support and respect if they can react rationally, endorsed this campaign by thinking positively without banned it. Perhaps, it's time for them to think and reflect, why thing like this will happened.

Before I ended my post, let's take a look of these pictures. I respect this lady to the max! Good Job, Auntie Anne, the Malaysian lady of liberty!

She is old, but her spirit to fight for a better future are even stronger than anyone of us!
See? Isn't she is loving?
Once she started the march, she has no way to stop it before reaching the ending point.
The true beauty of Malaysia-Helping each other regardless of religion and race
Her strength and spirit to finished the march has really inspired me.
I hope that she is doing fine now. Auntie Anne, you are my idol!!!Solute you to the max!

This is the video that they made especially for her...

Dear the people who banned this campaign, don't you feel ashamed after saw her spirit and what your people has does to her?



Afterall, We want nothing much but a clean and fair election, for our better future sake.




Wednesday, April 20, 2011

I'm Not Happy

Sometimes, I'm wondering, if this is really what I wanted to be?

 Why I'm feel like I'm living for someone else? I can't make any decision for myself....I can't do anything that I like...I can't go here and there....I have no friends besides that colleagues, I have no place to go besides than my home and office...I have no own life...

I don't like things to be like this, I don't like let the whole world know what is going on with us...I don't like to be restricted from doing things that i think there is nothing  wrong....I don't like things to ended like this too.


I just need a little bit time for myself...I just want to hang out with my friends like how the others do...I just want to make decision for my own life...I know what I'm doing...I do the thing that I'm sure I didn't betrayed anyone and I know what is the limit.Please let me go....and leave me alone..I need some space to breath, I need some space for myself.

Saturday, November 20, 2010

10 ThingS Ought To Know About Me




Dear Friends & Foes,

I'm Back! Thanks for keep on following me in my blog.
Due to an U N E X P E C T E D reason, I've finally make a very tough decision to move my blog and start all over again here.
Well, I guess it's better for me to Re-introduce Myself again (What? Not interested to know a?Oiks... give face a bit la k!!....) For those who are 1st time to get know me, I would like to say .....WELCOME to MY LIFE!! Cheerss~
Okay, Let's start.....


1. My name is Helen, and I'm the member of Chai's family.

2. My principle of living is "Respect me 1st if you want to gain my respect". Do not betrayed me if you dont want to be betrayed. I hate to being cheated and been treated like an idiot.

3. I like sunset, especially the sunset at the beach.

4. I like design but design is not my major.

5. My passion of travelling will never changed. It is the only way to motivate me to work harder, live happier.

6. My family is very important to me. I Love my Mum, My Dad, My sis. They are the one and only for me. Will do everything as long as they are happy for it. Will never ever allowed anyone to hurt them. But if they do get hurt, i will make sure those hurt them to get the same fate too. The conclusion is, I love my family and they are Inreplaceable.

7. I like to take pictures and I like to being taken as well. Recently was addicted to DSLR. Still saving for it and hopefully can get it by next year. My favourite scenery is the beauty of nature. It could be sky, raindrops, grass, trees, birds, and anything that is belong to this earth la~~

8. I like to make friend. But somehow you will find, a few among them are just a friendshit to you. It's getting harder to find a true friendship, therefore, please appreciated the people around you that have cheers your life. And I would like to take this opportunities to thanks those who ever hurt me, scolded me, backstab me, and insulted me. Without your "great effort", I won't become stronger and better. Without you, I will never knew there are more others optional that are awaits for me to choose. So, i do sincerely thanks all of you. Hope you are satisfied of what you have done to me and you will always happy for that. And I don't mind if you are just fooling me or hurting me,because after all, I'm the one who getting better and not you. So, welcome if you like me, and fuck off if you hate me. I don't give a damn or begging you to leave your footprints in my life.

For all my friends, my besties, my buddies, thanks for coming to my life and thanks for being by my side whenever I need it. I'm appreciated everyone of you and it is really my pleasure to knowing each of you.

9. PheWww~~Well, I'm out of things to write.

10. Perhaps, there are only 9 things that you ought to know about me. So, that is all for now.

To be continue, soON
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